What about the kids?

Neglect has fallen upon the sad lonely blog.  Once a month has barely become once a year.  Events have taken over.  Emotions have flowed freely and huge decisions were made on behalf of the well being of the smaller individuals and myself.  It is no longer "Colt and Tosha"  it was just Tosha and the boys.  the hardships that fell unpon us were much more than missing blog entries.  The relationships that have been altered or evaporated have become more than what a mere blog can describe. More like a book of endless emotions bludgering on unforseen and tempest paths.  Rather than back track on these things that have taken over a year to over come just in the mental aspect, instead I will again pledge to do my best in reshaping this blog into a formittable peice of writing.  My efforts are not as strained. Not as forlorn.  Most things I find will be revealed in time.